Still in somewhat of an art slump. But when i do draw, it's good and i come up with ideas for future work. Perhaps because i feel like i can't immediately show people work i am less motivated to make it? Can't scan it, can't upload a cgi peice from a nonexsistent computer, a schoolmate can't peek over my shoulder and tell me how good i am.

That was a major motivator for making art, I was good and got positive attention, yet when my main thought procsess is attention and/or approval while making a peice, it suffers and actually does not gain the attention or approval that i so desire.

When i get home from the library i've been getting on the internet at, i will do some cleaning. THEN i will paint or draw or both. I will just get into the procsess, not worrying about what people will think about it or how it will look later on. Or mabye i wont, but i'm going to make some artsy thing dangit.

In other news i feel good mentally and have lost 12 lbs.

Make and enjoy your art!