Still in somewhat of an art slump. But when i do draw, it's good and i come up with ideas for future work. Perhaps because i feel like i can't immediately show people work i am less motivated to make it? Can't scan it, can't upload a cgi peice from a nonexsistent computer, a schoolmate can't peek over my shoulder and tell me how good i am.

That was a major motivator for making art, I was good and got positive attention, yet when my main thought procsess is attention and/or approval while making a peice, it suffers and actually does not gain the attention or approval that i so desire.

When i get home from the library i've been getting on the internet at, i will do some cleaning. THEN i will paint or draw or both. I will just get into the procsess, not worrying about what people will think about it or how it will look later on. Or mabye i wont, but i'm going to make some artsy thing dangit.

In other news i feel good mentally and have lost 12 lbs.

Make and enjoy your art!

sorry about that emo-drama

So today was apparently 'I'm sorry I haven't been around' posting in your journal day for alot of people I'm watching, so I thought I'd chime in and tell you I'm sorry I haven't been around. I'm just SOOOOOOO busy not being in school, not having a job,not having any social life whatsoever, and barely making any art I just don't have the time to post here even though I visit here everyday.



Seriously, I am bad right now.



Like, I need to call a hotline bad.


*EDIT* You know what? I have been making art- it's just frustrating because I can't get on my computer [it won't turn on and I can't afford to fix it] to continue sketches or color ink drawings, and I can't set up and paint because I haven't set up my room for anything other than sleeping.

So0 I noticed today that alot of the artists I'm watching are trying new things. Awesome!

In other news I dropped out of school, now I'm looking for a job.

And uhm yeah, I'm having major artist's block.

So0 I noticed today that alot of the artists I'm watching are trying new things. Awesome!

In other news I dropped out of school, now I'm looking for a job.

And uhm yeah, I'm having major artist's block.